back to december

i'm so glad you made time to see me.

How's life, tell me how's your family?

I haven't seen them in a while.

You've been good, busier then ever.

We small talk, work and the weather

Your guard is up and I know why.

Cause the last time you saw me

Is still burned in the back of your mind.

You gave me roses and I left them there to die.

So this is me swallowing my pride,

Standing in front of you

saying I'm sorry for that night,

And I go back to December all the time.

Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,

Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.

I go back to December, turn around and make it all right.

I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven't been sleeping

Staying up playing back myself leaving,

When your birthday passed and I didn't call.

And I think about summer, all the beautiful times

I watched you laughing from the passenger side

Realized that I loved you in the fall.

Then the cold came, the dark days

when fear crept into my mind.

You gave me all your love

and all I gave you was goodbye.

So this is me swallowing my pride, Standing in front of you

saying I'm sorry for that night.

And I go back to December all the time.

Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,

Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.

I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind.

I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile,

so good to me, so right,

And how you held me in your arms that September night,

The first time you ever saw me cry.

Maybe this is wishful thinking,

Probably mindless dreaming

If we loved again I swear I'd love you right.

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't

So if the chain is on your door, I understand.

But this is me swallowing my pride, Standing in front of you

saying I'm sorry for that night,

And I go back to December.

Turns out freedom aint nothing but missing you,

Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.

I'd go back to December turn around and make it alright.

I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind.

I go back to December all the time.

All the time

-------------taylor swift--------------

哎哟，又回到12月了，一年一年很快过，上一年的今天……

身为中5生的我，还面对spm呢，转眼间……又上大学！

而且这个月是大考呢，上一次的大考……我考到超糟糕的。

希望这次有好好把握，不要令你失望了~我今年很想过圣诞节，而且是跟你们

当然少不了happy new year 啦~……

时间很宝贵，我觉得我花时间花到太奢侈了，很少珍惜

它比金钱还重要，可是我往往都忘记。

我希望，这个月和明年会好好珍惜，不管是什么~时间就是金钱就像" in time"这样的道理

人活着与时间奔跑。很多事，很想说可是有不想，很矛盾叻~~~~~~~~

我的dears啊~你们快点回来！！！我这里很想你们！！！！！！！！

你们懂吗？看到的话~~快点行动！！！！哈哈

很想像以前这样作弄你们！！！

feel like wan to capture every movement of u

set as my memories :)heartya !

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p/s : life just like acting drama :) more realistic !