28 again ...♥

28th of december ....

hmmm..nothing have to said , i just wanna remind myself that 28th are very important date for me ...

i should remember it whole life :P ...

i'm noob , so please forgive me ..

i'm careless , clumsy ... must take care of me ...

i'm hurt , please protect me..

because i'm just a weak girl , nothing different with others ....

so , hope you accept me ...

for you :-

My heart’s been ripped apart, but I can only smile .

I’ll still be waiting for you till forever .

As I will keep hiding my tears ....Would you come back to me ?

To forget you, even to erase you , For me they are very difficult things to do ,

Tears keep rolling down like crazy...Even if I just feel like dying

I can’t let go of your love .....♥

i really miss you with precious moments we had ....stay with me ....♥

updates later , recently busy for working and no time for online ....

i wrapping hampers until siao :P ....hehehe

CHUIYEE.COM

first day working

yeah! ....today my second blog ...

why i wrote it ...because today is my 1st day working... at " one gift gallery " ..

working wrapping hampers and else ...

no experience wrapping hampers so might be abit cacat when you look my hampers ..

but at least not bad , people are they are friendly and willing to help me...

although abit tired but it's good ...and have fun , laughing ........

the boss also treat us very well ....

hehe ...i hope everyday can enjoy like today .... funny ^^ ....

yay , i had learnt new thing ...wrap hamper...got any hamper need i help ? ..

i'll try my best ^^

shopping :P

shopping shopping !...long time never shopping like this time..

totally tired man~....walking with that " shoes..so uncomfortable ...

but at least have fun .... me and evon 1st time , two person shopping at pyramid ..

hehehe we watched Narnia ....hmmm quite good not bad .. :P

before enter cinema , we had our lunch at FRIDAYS ....woots ~

when looked menu ... oh gosh sooooo " cheap " .....

finally we did a decision to share 1 dishes with two person ...a pasta cheese ! ...yummy but that price also rm 23++ ....hoho cheap rite ^^ ....drinks also not bad ...hehehe

after watched movie..of cause going for shop ! ...

we walked asian avenue a lot of times ...every single shop almost enter already

but we also nothing have to buy...too hard to choose ...

finally we brought 2 dress for me and evon ...same ! :P wakakaka..

that day i nearly pok gai already

so i must working hard to get my 1st salaryyyyyy before chinese new year !

hahaha ... shopping can forget stress ...is true !

X'mas .... just moody

wish you guys merry chrismas , have a blessed chrismas 2010 :P ...

24th of december , hmmm not such a goo day for me ..

just have some problem i facing .... both way got their own fault ...

but i just admitted that's only my fault ....maybe you don't know what's goin on ..

maybe i really blind and never saw you're calling me ... but from my view there , there was nothing i saw from you .... so it was made the problem started ....

i really mad after you said some words to me .... cried , eyes become more red and covered by tears

i tried to apologize but seems you're not trying to forgive me ....

why always was me ? ... i just curious did i will always make people angry with me ? ...

even that day i also no mood playing any games or watch any drama ..although i know chrismas is coming near ....

so far , i just 10% recovered little bit from my deep " scar " ...i still having 80% still on blooding ....

this x'mas for me really unhappy ..maybe you guys don't know ...because i just hide inside my heart ,

and never show it out ... i always brings smile ... but some just a fake smile ..because i don't you worry about me ...

yesterday heading to sunway but my feeling still very pain ... i din't feel any happy while going shopping ....i walked alone ...saw everyone bringing happiness at there but me...i never get any from it ... my bro asked : " mei , why you so quiet today ? normally you have a lot suggestion but today seems weird ? ! what happened la you??? fever meh? " then i just answered : " nothing la ..don't disturb me la..just let me sit alone laaaa...u go buy your disk la...i stand here enough ~ "

SANTA , today is x'mas ... can you just give me a " small present " ...i just want stay longer with you ... and always be peaceful between me and you ....that's only enough for my x'mas 10 ...

hope you can heard what i whispering to you ...fulfill my little wish .....

Happy and Go Lucky ? ....

Unbelievable

yesterday , don't know whether is bad dream or what else ...

my dream you appeared ! ...OMG ..so ridiculous ! i can remember the whole dream

DREAM :-

in my dream i also so so so so shocked when i saw you at my house !!!!...

but i being so quiet and nervous , and my family told me you're going to stay my house for few weeks while chinese new year !!! ....

i just O.O ...dumbfounded !...

why was you ! why whispered to myself ...

not only you ...he also beside you suddenly ... what the ...!!!!

i just keeps evade you from far away when looking you walked forward to me...

T_T ...i thought i can brave myself to stand infront you ..

but

but

but ..... just afraid .... finally i brave myself to chatting with others infront of you ..

you also tried to chatting but ignored by me ... i forced to be like that ...

when gaming , I ALSO SAW YOU ! ....what the laaaaa ....

i became crazy already ... i saw your character stand nearly to me and he ... luckily i disconnected ...hehehe

IN DREAM REALITY LIFE :-

i back from eat ( i also weird suddenly eating ) ...you stand infront house's garden ...

you looks waiting someone ...but i know was me ... i faster run into my room and locked my door..

suddenly phone ringing ......ring..... ring.... ..

but never wrote who was that person ...i heard a familiar voice ...

ermmmmm totally was you !!!!! why you get my new number ! ..

PHONE CHATTING: -

you : helo

me : ermm helo ...who are you ( i know was you )

you : really forget who i am ?

me : ya .... stranger ! ..

you : me wasn't ! ....don't be so afraid with me ..

me : ermmmmmm ==

you : i'm was XXXX ...did you remember me ?

me : XXXX ? ermmm i know a lot of person called XXXX ...

you : erm ..it's okay .. but i'm sure you know in your heart ...

me : oh ~ can you tell me why you calling me and where you found my number ! ....

you : why i should told you ?! ...i love to calling you babe~ ..

me : HEY ... don't simply call me like that ... and i told you i already have he ...

you : he ? i know ... i know ... since long time i knew ...he is my friend too

me : SO ?! why you still be like this ...you already have her

you : hmmmm....i already leave her for a long time ago ...now i'm searching back you

me : MEEEEE ?! helo don't kidding okay ~ i'm not a person that suitable you , did you remember?

you : never mind ... i missed alot ...

me : stop chatting la... my CNY mood spoiled by you already..okay bye !

you : wait ....!!!!! ermm ily ..

me : dut ... dut ... dut ...(i just hang off my phone)

just like that , i so nervous when i chatting with you ...

after going eat ...i saw you , suddenly my family tried to pushing me on you ..

arghhhhh .......WTF ....stop okay ... i being so talkative in front of you ..because i don't let you saw my nervous face ...very shame ....but i still ignored you since you appeared ... why your eyes keep looking at me ..( hamsap izzit? :P ) ....

sigh larh...why i get such dream wake up laaaa ...( but in my heart actually i had some surprise and little bit happy )

finally wake up ...that time still 4o'clock in the morning ...

sneeze* ...suffering ...then back to my bed ..until 9o'clock i woke up ...

i really remember the whole dream ...why a ... why a .....

p/s : guys don't misunderstand okay...wasn't my reality life and don't laugh at me please ... maybe i so innocent ... :P but it looks real man~

OH YES ! I'm freedom

Merdeka ! ....finally spm want bye bye liao :PP ...

but today graphic quite tough also....1st question i already blank at there ...i thinking twice when answered it ...because all the answers quite same..all might be the answer ...agrhh ..

at last just " hamtam " see i whether is lucky or not ....

teacher spotted topics all never appeared at all .... haizz ...

aiyarrr , don't think too much ... i'll know later :P ....

woot !!!! ....heheh my mum always natter me working but then now i want learning driving 1st..

so guys ~ who's interested join me go learning please let me know ....!!! okay?

i need a friend to accompany me .....hehehe

haiz ...nothing have to say ... because now my brain is blank and empty ....only know gaming and online ^^ ....hahaha

so i'll update my blog later .....

MERDEKA MERDEKA ! EHHH ..NOT 31th of August .... is 20th of december ! :PPPP

BROKEN ARROW - Pixie lott

recently addicted with this song :P

What do you do when you're stuck,
Because the one that you love,
Has pushed you away,
And you can't deal with the pain?
And now you're trying to fix me,
Mend what he did,
I'll find the piece that i'm missing,
But I still miss him,
I miss him, i'm missing him,
Oh I miss him, I miss him i'm missing him

And you're sitting in the front row,
Wanna be first in line,
Waiting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love is still in me,
Like a broken arrow.
Like a broken arrow.

He's the thorn in my flesh
That I can't take out
He's stealing my breath
When you're around,
And now you're trying to convince me,
He wasn't worth it,
But you can't complete me,
He's the part that is missing,
I miss him, I'm missing him,
Oh I miss him I miss him, i'm missing him,


And you're sitting in the front row,
Wanna be first in line,
Waiting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love is still in me,
Like a broken arrow.
Like a broken arrow.

What do you do
When your heart's in two places?
You feel great but you're torn inside.
You feel love but you just can't embrace it,
When you found the right one at the wrong time.

And you're
Sitting in the front row,
Wanna be first in line,
Waiting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love is still in me,
Like a broken arrow.
Like a broken arrow.

Left 1 day more

I prepared have a PARTY after 20th of december !!!!!! ....

Left 1 day more ! ....graphic ! i'll kill you tomorrow ^^ ....

then after that planning for :-

: learning undang2 and driving

: Hang out with friends , having some gathering :P

: find work to earn some money $.$

: find a suitable uni ... to continue my study journey

: have a travel with family

: have a chance to meet "you"

: find a suitable DSLR and Lomo :P

: gaming mosiang and watching anime ....muahahaha

: day by day dreaming waiting you

Mo Siang Sicks

ILOVEMOSIANG ...because IS YOU INFLUENCE ME :P
Gaming whole day ! ...it's happened yesterday while family outta for whole day :P ! ...

i felt freedom ! ...first i opened laptop and gaming ~ i totally forget i'm having SPM ...

maybe gaming sick was here so i just left books other side , and took the place to put LAPTOP !

i due to leave facebook and games , but i really can't stand anymore ... “所谓手痒痒”

haha just I DON'T CARE ...yesterday whole day gaming mo siang LOL ...what i annoyed was my level drop ! killed by those stupid monsters with server or line sucks !....

percents drop never mine but drop level i really " kisiao" already ..so i have no chance to leave laptop without up back my 32 level ! .....

but

but ....up whole morning just percents up little little bit ....i killed around 400+ monsters just up few percents .....! ! ! and keep kills by monsters !!! percents drop and drop ..

around 4 o'clock buddies come and took me to leveling ! OH YES ! ....

i just jealous with their super skills ...mine just normal skills ... ...

darting skills :P ...

balla :P ...

skills points :P ...

ginseng :P ...

eq :p ...

money ! ......hahahah

actually i don't know what should i blogging here , nowadays life keep repeated the same things ..

eat = sleep = revision = gaming = dreaming .......

p/s : ....yuriko is a lazy girl ...who are close with me , then you must know rite :P ...gaming no 1 ..and who have play mo siang chimera please let me know ^^ ...

me and him feixuezz :P ...hahaha^^

thanks guys ! :P ...help leveling

beat alone at mo go cave ...tough nia~

History Sucks

DAMN ! HISTORY SUCKS BABE ! .....totally spoiled my mood today :( ....

what i spotted , what i study , what i memorize ....... ALL ALSO NEVER OUTTT ...

Only out just FEW ! ..OH MAN ! .....What a sucks papers ! ...

i thought i can score well , but seems i had fail to do this .... ANNOYED ...

even when i answered the questions , i also felt sleepy because i don't know how to answer also ..

just " HANTAM " what answer that i think can acceptable ...>< ..

no hope for sejarah , i think hard to get a satisfy marks here ...

really disappointed and moody ..... now just hope the essay and objective part can help me well

blessing me get well ....at least got C i think i really want to thanks GOD ....

SPM STARTING !

OMG OMG OMG !!!!!.....DO YOU GUYS KNOW TODAY WHAT DATE? I TELL YOU IS 23 NOVEMBER 2010 !!!!....SPM STARTING ALREADY ~.....HEADACHE MAN !

1ST DAY PAPERS SENI AND BM ! NOW GONE !! YAY ! 9 DAYS MORE TO ' FIGHT '

I WEEK MORE ! ! ! PANIC

OH GOSH ! ! ! day by day already passed ....

now still left 1 WEEK more going have a BIG WAR to my future ...

BUT i looks haven prepare well , everything just fine , not perfect ....

even sejarah i also haven complete what should i memorize it == ....

I DON'T CARE ANYMORE ...i think i gonna BURN MIDNIGHT OIL this week ....

I try FORCED myself to complete THIS MISSION .....

I WEEK MORE !!!!!! DON'T BE STRESS AND PANIC ........ DRINK MORE BRANDS ! LOL

Cried Out With Touching Words

today school had " Majlis Mohon Restu SPM 2010 ".....

I can't believed i cried today .... OH MAN ! i thought i will not cry , but at last ...i heard my teachers wishing me and encourage me ....

Then my tears dropped :'( .....Thanks to my beloved teachers !....

without teachers , without me ...chui yee :D....

so i very appreciated what teachers advised me today....

i will do well my teachers ! especially maths and sejarah ....

i hope i won't make disappointed to you ......after saw my friends also cried , we hugged together ...

that view seems we are going separate.....really sobs !.....and also thanks to my who concern me while i EMO recently ..i love you my friends ! ..... it only can done by 1 word , that's " FOREVER"..

5 years in this school going be memories .....

we cherish all the moments , every single day ....

LASTLY WISH SPM 2010 STUDENTS ! GOOD LUCK ! ....STRIKE IT WELL ! .....

falling down

i falling down from high hills ....because i never holds your hands tightly ..... it's hurt and bloody ..

recently really make me headache and tired....

the all unlucky keep pestering me day by day .....

i thought i will handle as much i can.....but only realized i just a weak girl....

who just give a fake smile ...

who just cry alone ....

who always said okay ....

who just never give up....

but at last what i get just a big crash for myself ....

a sorrowful feeling deeply hurt again ...and get a big scar in my heart ...

i just god can bring me apart from here ....i don't want sad anymore , i don't want be fake anymore...

i need face to facts but i afraid to face it ....why ...why i'm not dare to tell you everything i need from you ....

day by day , the scar more deep , why can't just recover more faster , need suffer into ? ...

i know nobody is perfect , included me too .... but at least can less my pleasure , my painful ...

giving the everything to you , i maybe i can't afford it ....at least i will try , but you don't !

many days i can't fall asleep just because of you ..... i cried just because of you .....

i sacrifice also because of you .... what you still need me to do for you ? T.T

OMG FINALLY !

OMG...i really long time never been here for around 1 month....

kinda sobs , because no fb , youtube , blogger !....kinda bored at home...

just because the HARD DISK was BURNT ! ....

everything in my pc , all already gone included my games , songs and so on ....

haiz...days without pc , was totally BORED ! ...

all my friends thought trials so i only seldom for 1 month ..

but the truth is my pc baboom ...so force to be a " guai guai lui " ....keep study at home...

hahaha .....BUT ... from you guys know , yuriko where got so " guai " .....

of cause got the way to solved my problem ...

nowadays , digi have a FREE ACCESS facebook via mobile ! ...hahaha then i can online using phone...

but also not nice and wasn't enjoy pun~...everythings that we saw at fb , just screw into a small mobile screen ........ewwwwwww* ...photos and videos..can't watch through it ...headache !...

but BOBIAN lo...force to ....

hehe ...luckily got you accompany me recently ...then only my life become more meaningful ...

thank you so much ! ...i really touching* lehhh~....28 will be unforgettable day ^^ .... te amo ! my day , you delighted

I LOVE EU ..... SAME AS EU LOVE ME ....wakakaka lols

STEP UP 3

luke&natelie

WOOTS ...yesterday going mid vally with my brother's friends by bus ..
it's cool , because i never going there by bus before ....
after arrived there , we faster brought STEP UP tickets ! ! ! !
and then going to " cheong k " ....long time never " cheong " already ...wheee
this time i sang a lot korean songs although without sub ...but have fun too ..
just " main hantam " to sing .....and also english songs and chinese songs ....
got two of my friends , they sang the songs kinda funny , make all peoples laughing won't stop..
they tried to SHOUTING ...you know the sound effect was totally there ...! my ears was on the way "spoiled " ..but anyways have fun there ...

After that , WE GOING TO WATCH STEP UP 3 ..
i waiting this movie long time already , but before that no chance to watch ..
but it happened yesterday , i watched !!!!! ...absolutely cool and awsomeeeee....
it's romantic movie and dancing movie ....but we just watched in 2D ..just because some friends wasn't comfortable when watch 3D .....
i love the all the dancing part when Pirates Pk others teams ....
the last Pk with Samurai , going to rocks ! ...
both was dancing in good skills ....but the last performed by Pirates !! IS AWSOMEEEE ....
they using LED to presents the dance ...really impressed me la ...that moment even i won't wink my eyes ....
because i don't want to miss that .... i love that dancess ....great !!!!! and LUKE IS HANDSOME !!!....wakakaka....
after watched then want to back home ...LOL waiting bus again ...got a bit dizzy and cold yesterday .....


Since i watched step up , i really love dance , i hope i have a chance to learn in my future ...wheee
STEP UP AWSOME ...

this part make me so crazy man~~~~~~~

ILOVEYESTERDAY

Beautiful Hangover ~~~~ ♥ ♥ ♥

BIG BANG - BEAUTIFUL HANGOVER

You are MY BEAUTIFUL HANGOVER
HANGOVER YEAH

to the sleepless city full of shining HEADLIGHTS ARE YOU READY?
going at full throttle to the limit to match the acetone in here!

flowing RADIO the shrinking distance OH OH OH
don’t say we are not ready for the future
HONEY CLOSE YOUR EYES

WE’RE GONNA GET DOWN DOWN DOWN!
GIMME LOVE LOVE LOVE! We’re searching for a LADY
cannot stop anyone from MAKING LOVE until the mood is gone GO!

you are MY BEAUTIFUL HANGOVER
HANGOVER YEAH
you are MY BEAUTIFUL HANGOVER HANGOVER

IT’S ME G.D (I KNOW YOU LOVE ME)

MA-MA-MA-MA-MA MY BEAUTIFUL GIRL
1,2,3 TO THE 4-SHO ONE LIKE YOU
THERE AIN’T NOBODY CAN DO THEM THINGS YOU DO
SO TRUE
I’M SO EXCITED DELIGHTED
I WON’T DENY IT NOR FIGHT IT
BABY YOU GOT WHAT I NEED
GOT ME JUMPIN’ JUMPIN’ OFF MY FEET

BABY THERE’S NO PLAYIN’ DELAYIN’
ALWAYS GOT ME FEELIN’ THAT HEALIN’
EVERYDAY I’M SMILIN’ AND WILDIN’
WHEN I THINK ABOUT YOU
THINK ABOUT YOU
GOT ME FLYIN’ SO HIGH ‘N AND I WON’T STOP BRINGIN’ AND BRINGIN’ THAT (BANG!)

B.I.G (BANG!) T.O.P (BANG!)
BABY THAT’S HOW IT BE

WE’RE GONNA GET DOWN DOWN DOWN!
GIMME LOVE LOVE LOVE! We’re searching for a LADY
cannot stop anyone from MAKING LOVE like how a hot fire spreads

you are MY BEAUTIFUL HANGOVER
HANGOVER YEAH
you are MY BEAUTIFUL HANGOVER HANGOVER

YOU GOT MY HEART love game
MAKE ME CRAZY BABY
KISS MY LIPS make me go mad 360°
I want nothing but more of you

WE’RE GONNA GET DOWN DOWN DOWN!
GIMME LOVE LOVE LOVE! We’re searching for a LADY
cannot stop anyone from MAKING LOVE until the mood is gone GO!

you are MY BEAUTIFUL HANGOVER
HANGOVER YEAH
you are MY BEAUTIFUL HANGOVER HANGOVER

YEAH BABE LET’S GO!

WE’LL LET YOU WAKE UP IN LOVE
ANYTIME I CAN’T GET ENOUGH
BUT THAT KINDNESS SWEETNESS
I DON’T WANT IT EVER TO END

SO AMAZING MORE THAN ABOVE
BABY WHEN YOU TAKE IT SHOW LOVE
YOU DEFINE US AND (NUDGE) US

WANNA GIVE YOU ALL MY BABY

oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh

BEAUTFUL BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL

oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh

BEAUTIFUL MY BABY

(IN ENGLISH SUBBED )

ILOVEBIGBANG

FREEDOM !

I'm feeling like a fish to be released, is free at ocean, and the hearts of demons finally eliminated ! Don't worry! I will not be sorry for you, or choose to cry anymore. I finally released !! CONGRATULATIONS YURIKO ! You're Perfectly did your good work ! No more regretful ~ Thanks to God and also peoples who concern me recently :DDD ....good luck and prosperity guys

30th of July and August

I'm try to freedom from you ... I think should be more nice my life will be :D

不知不觉已经一个月咯……
彼此过的还好吗？……
应该蛮好吧~~（我觉得咯）
一个月，转眼间就酱过了！蛮快的咯
你还好吗？？？很想问候你……
可是还是不用吧~~怕打扰你咯。
总觉得怪怪的，心作怪吧！傻婆
现在，总是看到你上网，可是我不要找你啦！呵呵，你应该也在应酬着别人咯。
我啰嗦那么多干吗？？哈哈 (blog就是给你啰的^^)
8 月就完了，咳~~~时间不留人
如果还有机会，我相信我会把握吧~锁住时间，可是都没了，呵呵不用吧~
让他飘咯！我只想我和你都能好好过，就满足了。不要求酱多

（心还是挂念你）不懂要说什么了，哟~~~我只知道今天要写blog而已
心好像感觉有种你在排斥我哦~逃避不是好方法~
你是我的最熟的陌生人
陌生人和朋友之间的困扰~我解开不到。
还是看着你办吧~权利在你手中！我是没问题的
我慢慢解开自己的。
加油咯！！！！我们要幸福！！！！

希望前路无限~冲到最高境界！！！遇见未来天使~

祝福/记忆的心

我徘徊的心情不知道何方

祝福

日子在不同的空间流逝
想念在不同的时间来临
无论你是怎么样的心情
我都为你深深的祝福 。

记忆的心

记忆的心
装下了所有
喜怒哀乐 悲欢离合
装下了属于自己
的所有故事
轻轻缓缓地在心间想起
细细挑起了内心最深的一处

我会深深的祝福你 ， 无论多好~你的我都会放在心里当成永远记忆
静静的坐着，我不打扰彼此。朋友或陌生人有你来选，可是我会当你是一辈子的朋友

Addicted songs

HERE IS MY ADDICTED SONGS RECENTLY ~~~~

wheeee<3...lovesomuch

Big Bang - BEAUTIFUL HANGOVER



Tae Yang -I'll be there




I recommend both songs :P hope u all like it :P

A silent nite ....

Last night , i cant fall asleep ...
i listening songs repeat and repeat ...open my window , i saw a moon...
it's just make me flash back a lot of memories ...
whatever happy or sad want....
just appeared on my mind.....suddenly i felt sad and lonely ...
the silent night make those sorrowful feeling ....ouch ~ it's hurt ...the message reply was sorrowfully ....the passion just disappeared from the deep heart...tough ....
luckily got my friends who concern me a lot ..
encourage me to face it , and leave a wonderful full stop .......thank you ~...
until 1 am i only fall asleep , after listened my fav songs ... my imortal ...nice melodies ~....

that's for today .... iloveyou , but keep into my heart ...

Lollipop day :P

today was Saturday , normally i really seldom going to school
but today are force by our moral teacher for the english society's carnival....
force to working to her~so i gotta go today....
yesterday i called my mum brought some lollipop to school for who was take part in our games..
hehe ....when we take it out ...wow! a lot lollipop ! yummy ~~~~
we put it in nicely ...a lot kind of shapes will appeared in~....i only can said today really a lot of food !.....such a great day too...and we curi curi early back to home !!! without permission kekeke~

carnival condition :P

me and Mr lollipop ! :P



made by our most creative szu ann :P " YEE "
thank kiew !(biscuit art)

FULL " BISCUIT " ALCHEMIST :P




TAE MIN 's fan and TAE YANG 's fan


make by szu ann and yi wen







GREAT DAY !

ANNOYED !

What the Dut !....today really sucks day !...
what she did for me , i remembered ....hate her attitude , her voice ! ....
put her high pitch when talking with me !...her eyes ! ...
you think you're the clever one , prettiest one??...oh man ~
you make me shocked !.... because you doesn't qualified at all ! that's all...
should " pikir pikir ".... i hate you , since you acted the " face " to me..
sorry to say ~~~your face was make me vomit !...noob !...i don't want fight with you just now..
i endure it !~~~....

that's all for today ....

A Wonderful Dream ( Tae Yang )

Yesterday night , around 11 pm , i going to sleep ~
when i fall asleep ....
in my dream ...
dream ...
dream ...

1st place ,make me so curious is... i suddenly at a chinese class to learn chinese , but wasn't at school ....
i feel so weird , i saw my friends , rick , my brother and his friends was learning chinese with me too..
lolx swt rite ~ i also don't know why ...after learn chinese , my bro took me to a massive place who full of peoples , really people mountain people sea !(wondering)... and keep screamed loudly ... i'm whispered in my heart , what they for ? i saw a big stage , then i asked for my bro what concert was that ?..my bro keep smiling and never tell me the truth ... the light turn off , so many peoples screamed , especially girls ... shouted a name that familiar for me ...that's Tae Yang ...WHAT ?!...passionate of love !!!! is him!!!!
i never knew that i'm was standing on the stage ..lol..when i turned back ..i SAW HIM !!!..he wearing which shirt and hat !...really handsomeeeeeeee....
i can't stop myself to follow him , i tried to ask a signature and take a pic , but the security blocked me !...DAMN you ~( such a great dream )...
i just disappointed went out the stage ~ (the weird dream) I saw tae yang was practice his dance at outside with GD ...LOL...what kao man~...
i said to myself ...this time i will take pic with him !...i walked infront him and asked ..
WHEEEEE....he smiling to me , and said yes of course !....i just like flew in the sky~~~~~..
i took alot of pic with him*blushing*....christina also was in my dream, she was helped my taking those pictures~great souvenir!!!!....after this others saw me and him then also copy cat follow what i'm doing just now ~ish~!!!...
suddenly my bro appeared and said wanna buy drinks or not , i gave my rm 1 to him...
wait wait wait a second ~why in the money that "agong " was tae yang and me ???? how come can appear inside ...my bro mecriless tried to take my money ...and lastly the money was tears into half !!! stupid fellow !
annoyed me !!!!...my bro was so wicked !!!..from that i knew late 6 pm big bang have a show ..be the 1st performance at that stage , i told my bro to booked that 1st seat for me..
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...regress ...regress... regress

When back to 1st place that my dream began ~learn chinese again?????yerrr...
i keep see my watch ,and scribbled notes when six pm ...i asked for going concert , but my teacher won't gave me ~~
she said form 5 student should be stay until 8 pm ..i don't care ~!!!!....i still want to going ...
lastly also went to there..just because my bro helped me...~~thank you!
the worst thing is !!!~WHEN THE CONCERT STARTED !(the climax)~~MY DAD WAS CALLED FOR WAKE UP ! WTX...so miserable~...i want watch tae yang~!!! cruel !!!
WHAT!!! WUWUWW...no choice , i woke up and brushed my teeth and whispered " tae yang??? hmmm...izzit real ? ....seems like real..."..i aware that's was a dream
i told to my friends today all they said i sampat !!! come back to reality !....maybe they jealous me ...wheee wakakaka....no matter how ..i will love tae yang always ! no remorseful! i'm the starstruck , only tae yang !



opps today is 高高　＇ｓ　ｂｉｒｔｈｄａｙ．．．ｈａｐｐｙ　ｂｉｒｔｈｄａｙ　ｔｏ　ｙｏｕ　ｙｉ　ｗｅｎ　！！！．．．
ｔａｅ　ｍｉｎ　ｂｕ　ｓｈｕａｉ～～～．．．ｈａｈａｈａ　ｙｏｕｒ　ｐｒｅｓｅｎｔ　，　ｔｏｍｏｒｒｏｗ　ｉ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｇｉｖｅ　ｙｏｕ．．

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I love BoA ...she is back !!! i waiting so long !....i love her ! hurricane venus ! cool song ! i recommend to you guys !...you and me will addicted soon!

ｄｏｎｔ　ｌａｕｇｈ　ｗｈｅｎ　ｙｏｕ　ｒｅａｄ．．ｉ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｗａｓ　ｆｕｎｎｙ , it's rediculous ~　：Ｐ it's delighted my morning ~~~happy go lucky

Unlucky ..pity my finger

wuwuww~~~...today's ordinary Tuesday for me ... very bored at school even at home...when came back from school .. my mum cooked fried rice for us....it's taste good just because i love fried rice a lot ~...
and also very hungry , because at school , i really shy when eating at school ..muslims was fasting .. so i just bring few cakes for today .... when i finished ate my rice, so i'm going to wash ..when i took the plate to wash suddenly my plate fall down and hurt my little finger ><...i thought wasn't pain ..
but suddenly saw bleeding alot !!!!..OMG ..then slowly felt so pain of it ... although not a deep scar but really make me annoyed ! ...even i do my homework i felt uncomfortable at all...felt something wrong ....eeeee...really unlucky today ! ...

BAKA ! BAKA ! THE IDIOT PLATE !!!.....

Addicted !

I really addicted with two anime ...! that's full metal alchemist brotherhood and inuyasha the final art .....pretty cool and i'm so enjoyed with watching both anime....
i love that story , i love the characters ....really impressed me alot...
hmmm..anything should write???....( thinking ).....
ohh ya~now i addicted with kpop songs too that's from Miss A - Good girl , Bad girl....
the song was easily remember the lyrics and melodies...and nice mv too...
i love mong ji ah ...she's hair was so cool , pinkies ! ><...so brave dye that haircolour... from my memories only cosplay or anime will saw the hair colour , ex akashiya moka(rosario vampire) and sakura ( naruto ).....hahaa.... i drew alot anime recently ...hehe can said addicted gua ~~~.... especially using photoshop...i really enjoyed ! although everything wasn't nice..but i love that.. everyone have the 1st step , so never mind ....

full metal alchemist brotherhood :P ed and al


inuyasha the final act - inuyasha and kagome


MISS A ....i love mong ji ah ! pink!







i think i din have anything to write again...
just make myself , i'm not contro by you !

improvement

today my art work was this want :P ..
ermm . did you think nice or not? that drawing actually not mine but i took from internet...
but the colour was i fill up myself using adobe photoshop..
i " wasted " 1 hour to did this art work today...hehe i quite satisfy although wasn't perfect lo..
hehe i'm not the expert want , so looks abit weird ... hehe .....i will do more practice ! gambateh !

if you see properly , this anime girl abit same face with me...me in anime??? hehe ...when i post this picture alot my friends told me same answer...wakakaka ^^



me yuriko yagami :P....this was my recently look ^^

[DRAMA]

today i really sacrifice my faces to you guys...
i really make myself ugly when i was the stage ...and sang the song without thinking ..
scream when the end of me...LOL...but this was a drama that our group bring out to u guys..
hope u guys like it :P..although some was weird or mistake ..hehe...hope this time will get num1 in this show :P.....and thanks alot to my group buddies...really thanks without u all , without the today show....really successful ! :P love so much ...when i heard audience laughing at clap hands..i already know we did well.... i like today , i like our group 5 ...i like my group's buddies ....i like when we working hard together !.....bless us get a good results ....

A fake smiles / jokes

Fake ....doesn't mean all ....but if feeling how fake you can be?..
I realized feel cannot make it fake although you clever in acting ...
I'm sure many of you guys was same situation with me too ...even you won't hurt before...

I made alot of fake in my life recently ...escpecially SMILES....
although I get hurt but i still act cool and funny all the time....
did you guys know what my feeling gonna be?...
I can't be too confident....but i act like too confident...something unexpected i gonna show out...
when i smiles to you when text , i honestly tell you was a lie ...I'M A LIAR....
i tried to said ok , but wasn't ok in my heart ...everything was fake , useless ...
why i'm must did that? i also can't answer you all , because it's automatically out from my brain and heart...
sometimes i can't control myself to said the fact to you...just because i too afraid , i scare you will ignore me when i tell the truth in my heart....so i said the truth but i added a JOKES....
so you will thought me was a joke ... i really so painful , i used my time to draw and study even online to try forget what you did before....my sorrowful feeling who will totally know?
the perish relationship cannot like the previous passionate feeling ....
i drastically without dependent from you rite now ....
HOW...
WHERE..
WHEN...
i aware i lost my way ....everyday miss you...i wanna find you but you like evade me...
not close like before even now still friend....but for me before when we was friend ..
we so close each other...i really beseech you will change to like before you treat me...
i regret everything that was i said , you natter was good for me ..but now you choose to dump everything we make...

THE DESIRE I ONLY WANT FROM YOU ARE , COME BACK TO ME.....
EVEN JUST A LITTLE , I DONT CARE....HOPE WHEN YOU SAW , YOU WILL FULFIL MY LITTLE WISH .... I ' LL WAITING YOU