28 again ...♥

28th of december ....

hmmm..nothing have to said , i just wanna remind myself that 28th are very important date for me ...

i should remember it whole life :P ...

i'm noob , so please forgive me ..

i'm careless , clumsy ... must take care of me ...

i'm hurt , please protect me..

because i'm just a weak girl , nothing different with others ....

so , hope you accept me ...

for you :-

My heart’s been ripped apart, but I can only smile .

I’ll still be waiting for you till forever .

As I will keep hiding my tears ....Would you come back to me ?

To forget you, even to erase you , For me they are very difficult things to do ,

Tears keep rolling down like crazy...Even if I just feel like dying

I can’t let go of your love .....♥

i really miss you with precious moments we had ....stay with me ....♥

updates later , recently busy for working and no time for online ....

i wrapping hampers until siao :P ....hehehe

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first day working

yeah! ....today my second blog ...

why i wrote it ...because today is my 1st day working... at " one gift gallery " ..

working wrapping hampers and else ...

no experience wrapping hampers so might be abit cacat when you look my hampers ..

but at least not bad , people are they are friendly and willing to help me...

although abit tired but it's good ...and have fun , laughing ........

the boss also treat us very well ....

hehe ...i hope everyday can enjoy like today .... funny ^^ ....

yay , i had learnt new thing ...wrap hamper...got any hamper need i help ? ..

i'll try my best ^^

shopping :P

shopping shopping !...long time never shopping like this time..

totally tired man~....walking with that " shoes..so uncomfortable ...

but at least have fun .... me and evon 1st time , two person shopping at pyramid ..

hehehe we watched Narnia ....hmmm quite good not bad .. :P

before enter cinema , we had our lunch at FRIDAYS ....woots ~

when looked menu ... oh gosh sooooo " cheap " .....

finally we did a decision to share 1 dishes with two person ...a pasta cheese ! ...yummy but that price also rm 23++ ....hoho cheap rite ^^ ....drinks also not bad ...hehehe

after watched movie..of cause going for shop ! ...

we walked asian avenue a lot of times ...every single shop almost enter already

but we also nothing have to buy...too hard to choose ...

finally we brought 2 dress for me and evon ...same ! :P wakakaka..

that day i nearly pok gai already

so i must working hard to get my 1st salaryyyyyy before chinese new year !

hahaha ... shopping can forget stress ...is true !

X'mas .... just moody

wish you guys merry chrismas , have a blessed chrismas 2010 :P ...

24th of december , hmmm not such a goo day for me ..

just have some problem i facing .... both way got their own fault ...

but i just admitted that's only my fault ....maybe you don't know what's goin on ..

maybe i really blind and never saw you're calling me ... but from my view there , there was nothing i saw from you .... so it was made the problem started ....

i really mad after you said some words to me .... cried , eyes become more red and covered by tears

i tried to apologize but seems you're not trying to forgive me ....

why always was me ? ... i just curious did i will always make people angry with me ? ...

even that day i also no mood playing any games or watch any drama ..although i know chrismas is coming near ....

so far , i just 10% recovered little bit from my deep " scar " ...i still having 80% still on blooding ....

this x'mas for me really unhappy ..maybe you guys don't know ...because i just hide inside my heart ,

and never show it out ... i always brings smile ... but some just a fake smile ..because i don't you worry about me ...

yesterday heading to sunway but my feeling still very pain ... i din't feel any happy while going shopping ....i walked alone ...saw everyone bringing happiness at there but me...i never get any from it ... my bro asked : " mei , why you so quiet today ? normally you have a lot suggestion but today seems weird ? ! what happened la you??? fever meh? " then i just answered : " nothing la ..don't disturb me la..just let me sit alone laaaa...u go buy your disk la...i stand here enough ~ "

SANTA , today is x'mas ... can you just give me a " small present " ...i just want stay longer with you ... and always be peaceful between me and you ....that's only enough for my x'mas 10 ...

hope you can heard what i whispering to you ...fulfill my little wish .....

Happy and Go Lucky ? ....

Unbelievable

yesterday , don't know whether is bad dream or what else ...

my dream you appeared ! ...OMG ..so ridiculous ! i can remember the whole dream

DREAM :-

in my dream i also so so so so shocked when i saw you at my house !!!!...

but i being so quiet and nervous , and my family told me you're going to stay my house for few weeks while chinese new year !!! ....

i just O.O ...dumbfounded !...

why was you ! why whispered to myself ...

not only you ...he also beside you suddenly ... what the ...!!!!

i just keeps evade you from far away when looking you walked forward to me...

T_T ...i thought i can brave myself to stand infront you ..

but

but

but ..... just afraid .... finally i brave myself to chatting with others infront of you ..

you also tried to chatting but ignored by me ... i forced to be like that ...

when gaming , I ALSO SAW YOU ! ....what the laaaaa ....

i became crazy already ... i saw your character stand nearly to me and he ... luckily i disconnected ...hehehe

IN DREAM REALITY LIFE :-

i back from eat ( i also weird suddenly eating ) ...you stand infront house's garden ...

you looks waiting someone ...but i know was me ... i faster run into my room and locked my door..

suddenly phone ringing ......ring..... ring.... ..

but never wrote who was that person ...i heard a familiar voice ...

ermmmmm totally was you !!!!! why you get my new number ! ..

PHONE CHATTING: -

you : helo

me : ermm helo ...who are you ( i know was you )

you : really forget who i am ?

me : ya .... stranger ! ..

you : me wasn't ! ....don't be so afraid with me ..

me : ermmmmmm ==

you : i'm was XXXX ...did you remember me ?

me : XXXX ? ermmm i know a lot of person called XXXX ...

you : erm ..it's okay .. but i'm sure you know in your heart ...

me : oh ~ can you tell me why you calling me and where you found my number ! ....

you : why i should told you ?! ...i love to calling you babe~ ..

me : HEY ... don't simply call me like that ... and i told you i already have he ...

you : he ? i know ... i know ... since long time i knew ...he is my friend too

me : SO ?! why you still be like this ...you already have her

you : hmmmm....i already leave her for a long time ago ...now i'm searching back you

me : MEEEEE ?! helo don't kidding okay ~ i'm not a person that suitable you , did you remember?

you : never mind ... i missed alot ...

me : stop chatting la... my CNY mood spoiled by you already..okay bye !

you : wait ....!!!!! ermm ily ..

me : dut ... dut ... dut ...(i just hang off my phone)

just like that , i so nervous when i chatting with you ...

after going eat ...i saw you , suddenly my family tried to pushing me on you ..

arghhhhh .......WTF ....stop okay ... i being so talkative in front of you ..because i don't let you saw my nervous face ...very shame ....but i still ignored you since you appeared ... why your eyes keep looking at me ..( hamsap izzit? :P ) ....

sigh larh...why i get such dream wake up laaaa ...( but in my heart actually i had some surprise and little bit happy )

finally wake up ...that time still 4o'clock in the morning ...

sneeze* ...suffering ...then back to my bed ..until 9o'clock i woke up ...

i really remember the whole dream ...why a ... why a .....

p/s : guys don't misunderstand okay...wasn't my reality life and don't laugh at me please ... maybe i so innocent ... :P but it looks real man~

OH YES ! I'm freedom

Merdeka ! ....finally spm want bye bye liao :PP ...

but today graphic quite tough also....1st question i already blank at there ...i thinking twice when answered it ...because all the answers quite same..all might be the answer ...agrhh ..

at last just " hamtam " see i whether is lucky or not ....

teacher spotted topics all never appeared at all .... haizz ...

aiyarrr , don't think too much ... i'll know later :P ....

woot !!!! ....heheh my mum always natter me working but then now i want learning driving 1st..

so guys ~ who's interested join me go learning please let me know ....!!! okay?

i need a friend to accompany me .....hehehe

haiz ...nothing have to say ... because now my brain is blank and empty ....only know gaming and online ^^ ....hahaha

so i'll update my blog later .....

MERDEKA MERDEKA ! EHHH ..NOT 31th of August .... is 20th of december ! :PPPP

BROKEN ARROW - Pixie lott

recently addicted with this song :P

What do you do when you're stuck,
Because the one that you love,
Has pushed you away,
And you can't deal with the pain?
And now you're trying to fix me,
Mend what he did,
I'll find the piece that i'm missing,
But I still miss him,
I miss him, i'm missing him,
Oh I miss him, I miss him i'm missing him

And you're sitting in the front row,
Wanna be first in line,
Waiting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love is still in me,
Like a broken arrow.
Like a broken arrow.

He's the thorn in my flesh
That I can't take out
He's stealing my breath
When you're around,
And now you're trying to convince me,
He wasn't worth it,
But you can't complete me,
He's the part that is missing,
I miss him, I'm missing him,
Oh I miss him I miss him, i'm missing him,


And you're sitting in the front row,
Wanna be first in line,
Waiting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love is still in me,
Like a broken arrow.
Like a broken arrow.

What do you do
When your heart's in two places?
You feel great but you're torn inside.
You feel love but you just can't embrace it,
When you found the right one at the wrong time.

And you're
Sitting in the front row,
Wanna be first in line,
Waiting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love is still in me,
Like a broken arrow.
Like a broken arrow.

Left 1 day more

I prepared have a PARTY after 20th of december !!!!!! ....

Left 1 day more ! ....graphic ! i'll kill you tomorrow ^^ ....

then after that planning for :-

: learning undang2 and driving

: Hang out with friends , having some gathering :P

: find work to earn some money $.$

: find a suitable uni ... to continue my study journey

: have a travel with family

: have a chance to meet "you"

: find a suitable DSLR and Lomo :P

: gaming mosiang and watching anime ....muahahaha

: day by day dreaming waiting you

Mo Siang Sicks

ILOVEMOSIANG ...because IS YOU INFLUENCE ME :P
Gaming whole day ! ...it's happened yesterday while family outta for whole day :P ! ...

i felt freedom ! ...first i opened laptop and gaming ~ i totally forget i'm having SPM ...

maybe gaming sick was here so i just left books other side , and took the place to put LAPTOP !

i due to leave facebook and games , but i really can't stand anymore ... “所谓手痒痒”

haha just I DON'T CARE ...yesterday whole day gaming mo siang LOL ...what i annoyed was my level drop ! killed by those stupid monsters with server or line sucks !....

percents drop never mine but drop level i really " kisiao" already ..so i have no chance to leave laptop without up back my 32 level ! .....

but

but ....up whole morning just percents up little little bit ....i killed around 400+ monsters just up few percents .....! ! ! and keep kills by monsters !!! percents drop and drop ..

around 4 o'clock buddies come and took me to leveling ! OH YES ! ....

i just jealous with their super skills ...mine just normal skills ... ...

darting skills :P ...

balla :P ...

skills points :P ...

ginseng :P ...

eq :p ...

money ! ......hahahah

actually i don't know what should i blogging here , nowadays life keep repeated the same things ..

eat = sleep = revision = gaming = dreaming .......

p/s : ....yuriko is a lazy girl ...who are close with me , then you must know rite :P ...gaming no 1 ..and who have play mo siang chimera please let me know ^^ ...

me and him feixuezz :P ...hahaha^^

thanks guys ! :P ...help leveling

beat alone at mo go cave ...tough nia~