recently really make me headache and tired....
the all unlucky keep pestering me day by day .....
i thought i will handle as much i can.....but only realized i just a weak girl....
who just give a fake smile ...
who just cry alone ....
who always said okay ....
who just never give up....
but at last what i get just a big crash for myself ....
a sorrowful feeling deeply hurt again ...and get a big scar in my heart ...
i just god can bring me apart from here ....i don't want sad anymore , i don't want be fake anymore...
i need face to facts but i afraid to face it ....why ...why i'm not dare to tell you everything i need from you ....
day by day , the scar more deep , why can't just recover more faster , need suffer into ? ...
i know nobody is perfect , included me too .... but at least can less my pleasure , my painful ...
giving the everything to you , i maybe i can't afford it ....at least i will try , but you don't !
many days i can't fall asleep just because of you ..... i cried just because of you .....
i sacrifice also because of you .... what you still need me to do for you ? T.T
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