I realized feel cannot make it fake although you clever in acting ...
I'm sure many of you guys was same situation with me too ...even you won't hurt before...
I made alot of fake in my life recently ...escpecially SMILES....
although I get hurt but i still act cool and funny all the time....
did you guys know what my feeling gonna be?...
I can't be too confident....but i act like too confident...something unexpected i gonna show out...
when i smiles to you when text , i honestly tell you was a lie ...I'M A LIAR....
i tried to said ok , but wasn't ok in my heart ...everything was fake , useless ...
why i'm must did that? i also can't answer you all , because it's automatically out from my brain and heart...
sometimes i can't control myself to said the fact to you...just because i too afraid , i scare you will ignore me when i tell the truth in my heart....so i said the truth but i added a JOKES....
so you will thought me was a joke ... i really so painful , i used my time to draw and study even online to try forget what you did before....my sorrowful feeling who will totally know?
the perish relationship cannot like the previous passionate feeling ....
i drastically without dependent from you rite now ....
HOW...
WHERE..
WHEN...
i aware i lost my way ....everyday miss you...i wanna find you but you like evade me...
not close like before even now still friend....but for me before when we was friend ..
we so close each other...i really beseech you will change to like before you treat me...
i regret everything that was i said , you natter was good for me ..but now you choose to dump everything we make...
THE DESIRE I ONLY WANT FROM YOU ARE , COME BACK TO ME.....
EVEN JUST A LITTLE , I DONT CARE....HOPE WHEN YOU SAW , YOU WILL FULFIL MY LITTLE WISH .... I ' LL WAITING YOU
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