Bitter and sour

I heard a news , suddenly my heart become so bitter and sour ~
once i heard i really can't believe and imagine ... what i waiting for just a useless , and wasting my time..make me deeply disappointed go away far from you , took me apart from where you are , i'm woken from my dream...come back to reality........

within few month keep changes a lot ...even you blocked me , i knew ..haiz
maybe i choose to quiet , and no care what they doing ....but i really worries what they doing also
really ridiculous rite ...noob acting but i did too ...why ? wondering !
What happend with me ???!!! chui yee please wake up, it's was a sweet dream became a bad dream...wake up and say " big girl don't cry ".....as long as you continue your road please don't moody because just a little thing...bitter will become sweet !

1 month 1 month passed ...i knew someone who giving me courage forget to ...
i really thanks to him...but in my deeply heart still appeared X....
i'll try my best ! gambateh yuriko !..don't put any hopes with useless one!..okay?
go away bitches ..wakaka learn from someone ...hehe ....
bitter or sour i think just for awhile ...take some experiences from mistake
maybe will walking more far from that...hoho...clap hands !

What happen with me ???!!! chui yee please wake up, it's was a sweet dream became a bad dream...wake up and say " big girl don't cry ".....as long as you continue your road please don't moody because just a little thing...bitter will become sweet !
now don't think a lot just concentrate with your study ! projects waiting you !...don't cry ..
uselessssssss ...X won't come back to you ...study is the main !