History Sucks

DAMN ! HISTORY SUCKS BABE ! .....totally spoiled my mood today :( ....

what i spotted , what i study , what i memorize ....... ALL ALSO NEVER OUTTT ...

Only out just FEW ! ..OH MAN ! .....What a sucks papers ! ...

i thought i can score well , but seems i had fail to do this .... ANNOYED ...

even when i answered the questions , i also felt sleepy because i don't know how to answer also ..

just " HANTAM " what answer that i think can acceptable ...>< ..

no hope for sejarah , i think hard to get a satisfy marks here ...

really disappointed and moody ..... now just hope the essay and objective part can help me well

blessing me get well ....at least got C i think i really want to thanks GOD ....

SPM STARTING !

OMG OMG OMG !!!!!.....DO YOU GUYS KNOW TODAY WHAT DATE? I TELL YOU IS 23 NOVEMBER 2010 !!!!....SPM STARTING ALREADY ~.....HEADACHE MAN !

1ST DAY PAPERS SENI AND BM ! NOW GONE !! YAY ! 9 DAYS MORE TO ' FIGHT '

I WEEK MORE ! ! ! PANIC

OH GOSH ! ! ! day by day already passed ....

now still left 1 WEEK more going have a BIG WAR to my future ...

BUT i looks haven prepare well , everything just fine , not perfect ....

even sejarah i also haven complete what should i memorize it == ....

I DON'T CARE ANYMORE ...i think i gonna BURN MIDNIGHT OIL this week ....

I try FORCED myself to complete THIS MISSION .....

I WEEK MORE !!!!!! DON'T BE STRESS AND PANIC ........ DRINK MORE BRANDS ! LOL

Cried Out With Touching Words

today school had " Majlis Mohon Restu SPM 2010 ".....

I can't believed i cried today .... OH MAN ! i thought i will not cry , but at last ...i heard my teachers wishing me and encourage me ....

Then my tears dropped :'( .....Thanks to my beloved teachers !....

without teachers , without me ...chui yee :D....

so i very appreciated what teachers advised me today....

i will do well my teachers ! especially maths and sejarah ....

i hope i won't make disappointed to you ......after saw my friends also cried , we hugged together ...

that view seems we are going separate.....really sobs !.....and also thanks to my who concern me while i EMO recently ..i love you my friends ! ..... it only can done by 1 word , that's " FOREVER"..

5 years in this school going be memories .....

we cherish all the moments , every single day ....

LASTLY WISH SPM 2010 STUDENTS ! GOOD LUCK ! ....STRIKE IT WELL ! .....

falling down

i falling down from high hills ....because i never holds your hands tightly ..... it's hurt and bloody ..

recently really make me headache and tired....

the all unlucky keep pestering me day by day .....

i thought i will handle as much i can.....but only realized i just a weak girl....

who just give a fake smile ...

who just cry alone ....

who always said okay ....

who just never give up....

but at last what i get just a big crash for myself ....

a sorrowful feeling deeply hurt again ...and get a big scar in my heart ...

i just god can bring me apart from here ....i don't want sad anymore , i don't want be fake anymore...

i need face to facts but i afraid to face it ....why ...why i'm not dare to tell you everything i need from you ....

day by day , the scar more deep , why can't just recover more faster , need suffer into ? ...

i know nobody is perfect , included me too .... but at least can less my pleasure , my painful ...

giving the everything to you , i maybe i can't afford it ....at least i will try , but you don't !

many days i can't fall asleep just because of you ..... i cried just because of you .....

i sacrifice also because of you .... what you still need me to do for you ? T.T