●相信——还有我在● ♂YurikoYagami♀

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Being Stupid







MUACKS



Everyone said to me " stop being stupid girl , it wasn't useful also although you tried harder to flash back everything and asked for the back " ..they asked me to looking forward .. and forget to the pass ...look forward the FUTURE ...in conclusion : i still love being like this xD

I changed my identity , my characteristics .... to be more crazy person , did something LAME ..
just need you more attention to me ... wahahaha such like a small kids get pissing off when can't get something wants from parents LOL...it just happens on me ... i still wonder why i still can wasting my time on this kind of stuffs ..O.O'''


Even Though stupid , but at least i'm happy to enjoyed e veryday ... being stupid and laugh all the time ... try to holding you back to home .... that's why i need to be more tough on you ..i wanna make you laugh like me , did something crazy just like me ...



i just wanna you coming home :)

coming back your real home ..

we missing you not just a simple miss ...

we want to welcome back home ...

waiting it just we can do ....when where you been ..i'll be there for you and help you ...

a message a caring ....

i wanna sing to you " Im coming home , coming home ...t ell the world that im coming home :) "



I’m com ing home
I’m coming home
Tell the World I’m coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they’ve forgiven my mistakes
I’m coming home, I’m coming home
Tell the World that I’m coming

Back where I belong, yeah I never felt so strong
(I’m back baby)
I feel like there’s nothing that I can’t try
And if you with me put your hands high
(put your hands high)
If you ever lost a light before, this ones for you
And you, the dreams are for you

I hear “The Tears of a Clown”
I hate that song
I feel like they talking to me when it comes on
Another day another Dawn
Another Keisha, nice to meet ya, get the math I’m gone
What am I ‘posed to do when the club lights come on
Its easy to be Puff, its harder to be Sean
What if the twins ask why I aint marry their mom (why, damn!)
How do I respond?
What if my son stares with a face like my own
And says he wants to be like me when he’s grown
Sh-t! But I aint finished growing
Another night the inevitible prolongs
Another day another Dawn
Just tell Taneka and Taresha I’ll be better in the morn’
Another lie that I carry on
I need to get back to the place I belong

I’m coming home
I’m coming home
Tell the World I’m coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they’ve forgiven my mistakes
I’m coming home, I’m coming home
Tell the World that I’m coming

“A house is Not a Home“, I hate this song


Is a house really a home when your loved ones are gone
And n-ggas got the nerve to blame you for it
And you know you woulda took the bullet if you saw it
But oyu felt it and still feel it
And money can’t make up for it or conceal it
But you deal with it and you keep ballin’
Pour out some liquor, play ball and we keep ballin’
Baby we’ve been living in sin ’cause we’ve been really in love
But we’ve been living as friends
So you’ve been a guest in your own home
It’s time to make your house your home
Pick up your phone, come on

I’m coming home
I’m coming home
Tell the World I’m coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they’ve forgiven my mistakes
I’m coming home, I’m coming home
Tell the World that I’m coming


“Ain’t No Stopping Us Now“, I love that song
Whenever it comes on it makes me feel strong
I thought I told y’all that we won’t stop
We back cruising through Harlem, Viso blocks
It’s what made me, saved me, drove me crazy
Drove me away than embraced me
Forgave me for all of my shortcomings
Welcome to my homecoming
Yeah it’s been a long time coming
Lot of fights, lot of scars, lot of bottles
Lot of cars, lot of ups, lot of downs
Made it back, lost my dog (I miss you BIG)
And here I stand, a better man! (a better man)
Thank you Lord (Thank you Lord)

I’m coming home
I’m coming home
Tell the World I’m coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they’ve forgiven my mistakes
I’m coming home, I’m coming home
Tell the World that I’m coming



Deeply Miss You .... Is time You Be There For Me ...






















Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Jar of hearts


Jar of hearts


I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret

And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most
I learned to live half alive And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around If I am anywhere to be found But I have grown too strong To ever fall back in your arms

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul


So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are
And it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul

Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are?


meaningful song sing by her ...christina perri ...this song totally reminds me everything passed memories .... " WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE ! " ....from now , i would not take easy like stupid person again ... :) " SAY CHEESE " .....i took you far apart ... and take him to me ...

Christina Perri - Jar of Hearts , love it

Sunday, March 20, 2011

♥ DDtank Wedding ♥



we walked ....we stay until forever


hahaha ..finally we have enough coins for our wedding ...

YurikoYagami and RainStriker's wedding ..............................
i also shocked today he asked me borrowed 4 coins ...i said " huh?! for what? " then only know he enough coins to hold a wedding at ddtank ....

1st 1st ..our wedding kinda siens nia ...nobody in ...the popularity just less ...
so we don't care just start our ceremony :D ....but when started i realized my moimoi and my buddies was not around in my wedding ...but that time we already started ...so got abit " ke si " la ...after 40 mins i guess ....i saw brenn online and chii0! ...hehe then kidnap them to my wedding and take picha ! .....i the end we missed jusjus , gaka , jay , kois and others A.A buddies to attend ..=.= ...but anyways today such happy day for me....and i really seldom on for blogging ...because i wanna ddtank plus now i working ....hehe ..... : . here's my today some sweet memories picha ! ...
hope u guys enjoy it ! ....



hahah .....get a lot of blessing from them



at moon gaze ! quit romantic place :D



kissing time 18++:P



with our buddies moimoi and brenn brenn :D





thanks who attended our wedding just now ! ...arligatou ! and pity rain now 0 coins ...
hope he faster earn back his coins ! .... :D







[p/s : now i seldom blogging ...maybe each blog per 1 month :D ]


Wednesday, February 9, 2011

CNY Rocks ! 2011 rabbit year



1st day of CNY :P



bai chai shen

this year is a special year for me ...because is the 1st year i workingand also 1st year my kampung's house changed .... no wood anymore ...haha but looks nice also ...got aircon and others .....looks really like city's house already....when we arrived , ah gong already at front door waiting us....make us touching ...i saw alot of dishes cooked by ah gong ..." kao yuk " ..haha but i don't like fats ! hahahaha.... this year got alot firecrackers and fireworks when that night we " jie cai shen" ....this year was the 1st year i think really different compared previous years ...
‘ 热闹很多’ got 孔明灯 sumore ....really seldom saw it .... i happy and enjoyed every moments...
me and cousins laughing like crazy with uncles .... hahah 1 year once..i cherished that moments a lot....~~~~~~




relatives :P


new house


tanglong rm 210 ...


back frm sg siput


" Shang Choi " ...gv lion eat de :P



Lion dance ! nice pose



ready to dance it !




me and shawn :P ..naughty boy

anyway i so enjoyed my CNY .... although got abit unhappy during CNY.....hehe ..hope this year have a blast year for me !
goodluck for my everything...btw same as YOU <3 that day i heard you fall in sick...i really worry about you ...thanks god finally you already totally recover after you back from hometown.... must take you health ...not only you ... all people must coz weather not good....happy and go lucky ..shawn said " DON'T WORRY ! BE HAPPY " .....you're rite shawn !

ILOVEYOU 2011 .....rabbit ! XD

Saturday, January 29, 2011

working funnnn

desmond boss - hello ! lunch time and dinner time u all can ply ddtank...but working time don't try to open okay...if not denda you all teach me how to play fb and ddtank after CNY ....wakakakaa
this is our boss who handle us ..... he's quite " nice " person ..but his mouth hmmmm totally bad in sometimes ....

friday was some friends last day for working ....that day we planning draw a big cartoon for our boss ..
each people have own character ....we're so enjoyed while drawing .... the idea of the drawing are using " DDTANK'S MAPS " hahahha.....so nice rite we play ddtank until addicted already .
i and isaac using few mins to create the whole drawing ...let you guys see ...


hahaha nice ma?

at there i meet a lot friends .... got ang , ann , nicole , joyce , jason , isaac , billy , caleb and lee jin ..
although we just know each other awhile ...but we play until crazy man .... apa pun main ...
and " zak lei zak hui " ..just like a best friend .....hehehe boss promised us will treat us eat when after CNY ...so we will meet each other again ! ...yeah ! ....
i get alot fun at there.....

Friday, January 7, 2011

TIRED ! THAT'S ALL

Headache lorrrr ....

today really killing me !~ ....wrapped hampers but rejected by receivers~..
just because missing 5 bottles of bird nest ~.... we just put 1 only ...LOL
so ridiculous lo ....
but at last also finished those works ... in few hours ...
before that we thought we got overtime , but boss said no...so ! " luckily " ...
hahaha.... but tomorrow need work nia~ ...i thought i can watch my anime but ..
just leave it 1st ... i know we have a lot of works after 7th of January ...
next week...we might be overtime ...so should prepare as well ....

maybe i wrapped too much of hampers ...now my hands and my should become very pain ...
ZzzZzz.... like no energy lo...OMG ...really tired tonight ...

maybe sleep earlier gua ~....
goodnite ...
muacks dears :PP