Today

MY LIFE ISN'T EASY ....

Stressful

painful .....

some people thought it will gain new experience for their life ..

maybe is correct .... i think i'm still not ready for it ..

not going to write so much ...

is moody ....

just let you know ...i lucky because i have you as my hubby

Utar life

yay ! finally i reached university life ... is quite fun and interesting for me ..

but 1st day i reached there i just like a little kid who never know everything at all ..

i just follow those seniors to my block ...that's PE block .. :D

i just shocked when i took my timetable..because all my classes start from 8 a.m.

that means i need wake around 5:30 in the morning ...arghhh ...luckily i have my pretty mummy ..

who always be my alarm ...shouting me wake xD heheh ....thanks god ..^^

not only my mummy ...my daddy also ! ..because he worry about me ..so he willing to send to me asia jaya everyday ...! im so touching ...so i no need wake for early and waiting rapid bus ..

hehe i still can sleep inside my daddy car while still waiting utar bus arrive :) ... so i'll cherish what my parents did for me...so i try my best to get a nice result xD .

huhu ..i told u guys ...for the 1st day

i really lonely .... no friends accompany ...everything did by alone ...i saw alot people came with friends ..but me ...is alone ... blame myself ..why ?>< ...

BUT ...after i entered my 1st class ..finally i met some new friends ...they're pretty good and nice person ...and friendly and willing help me .... so i wont feel any bored at my 1st class ...

we chatted and we laughed just like old friend met :D( michelle , rebecca , jia jue, jia zhen , winnie and jasmine and etc) ...we shared those good experience ...

hehe....some of them came from far states ... ex , sabah , taiping , johor and etc :D

hello~....by the way i miss my secondary school friends BADLY ! ...

christina , evon , yi wen, huey leen ,shera , yasmin ...awwwwwww ...OMG people is homesick ...but for me is Friendsick :D ..... hahaha ...so my friends if u saw that...please gimme a msg !!!!!!!!! ....i MISS U ..muacks! and i miss my workmates too ! my boss ! .....arghhhhhhh i miss everyone ... jasmin dear , nicole :D

hehe i will free myself a day , come and visit u guys at kampar !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD ....

erheemmmmm here is some pics that i took for fun ....! :D

winnie and me

michelle and me

me , michelle and jia jue :D

miss xin hui :D

:)

Being Stupid

MUACKS

Everyone said to me " stop being stupid girl , it wasn't useful also although you tried harder to flash back everything and asked for the back " ..they asked me to looking forward .. and forget to the pass ...look forward the FUTURE ...in conclusion : i still love being like this xD

I changed my identity , my characteristics .... to be more crazy person , did something LAME ..

just need you more attention to me ... wahahaha such like a small kids get pissing off when can't get something wants from parents LOL...it just happens on me ... i still wonder why i still can wasting my time on this kind of stuffs ..O.O'''

Even Though stupid , but at least i'm happy to enjoyed e veryday ... being stupid and laugh all the time ... try to holding you back to home .... that's why i need to be more tough on you ..i wanna make you laugh like me , did something crazy just like me ...

i just wanna you coming home :)

coming back your real home ..

we missing you not just a simple miss ...

we want to welcome back home ...

waiting it just we can do ....when where you been ..i'll be there for you and help you ...

a message a caring ....

i wanna sing to you " Im coming home , coming home ...t ell the world that im coming home :) "

I’m com ing home
I’m coming home
Tell the World I’m coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they’ve forgiven my mistakes
I’m coming home, I’m coming home
Tell the World that I’m coming

Back where I belong, yeah I never felt so strong
(I’m back baby)
I feel like there’s nothing that I can’t try
And if you with me put your hands high
(put your hands high)
If you ever lost a light before, this ones for you
And you, the dreams are for you

I hear “The Tears of a Clown”
I hate that song
I feel like they talking to me when it comes on
Another day another Dawn
Another Keisha, nice to meet ya, get the math I’m gone
What am I ‘posed to do when the club lights come on
Its easy to be Puff, its harder to be Sean
What if the twins ask why I aint marry their mom (why, damn!)
How do I respond?
What if my son stares with a face like my own
And says he wants to be like me when he’s grown
Sh-t! But I aint finished growing
Another night the inevitible prolongs
Another day another Dawn
Just tell Taneka and Taresha I’ll be better in the morn’
Another lie that I carry on
I need to get back to the place I belong

I’m coming home
I’m coming home
Tell the World I’m coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they’ve forgiven my mistakes
I’m coming home, I’m coming home
Tell the World that I’m coming

“A house is Not a Home“, I hate this song


Is a house really a home when your loved ones are gone
And n-ggas got the nerve to blame you for it
And you know you woulda took the bullet if you saw it
But oyu felt it and still feel it
And money can’t make up for it or conceal it
But you deal with it and you keep ballin’
Pour out some liquor, play ball and we keep ballin’
Baby we’ve been living in sin ’cause we’ve been really in love
But we’ve been living as friends
So you’ve been a guest in your own home
It’s time to make your house your home
Pick up your phone, come on

I’m coming home
I’m coming home
Tell the World I’m coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they’ve forgiven my mistakes
I’m coming home, I’m coming home
Tell the World that I’m coming


“Ain’t No Stopping Us Now“, I love that song
Whenever it comes on it makes me feel strong
I thought I told y’all that we won’t stop
We back cruising through Harlem, Viso blocks
It’s what made me, saved me, drove me crazy
Drove me away than embraced me
Forgave me for all of my shortcomings
Welcome to my homecoming
Yeah it’s been a long time coming
Lot of fights, lot of scars, lot of bottles
Lot of cars, lot of ups, lot of downs
Made it back, lost my dog (I miss you BIG)
And here I stand, a better man! (a better man)
Thank you Lord (Thank you Lord)

I’m coming home
I’m coming home
Tell the World I’m coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they’ve forgiven my mistakes
I’m coming home, I’m coming home
Tell the World that I’m coming

Deeply Miss You .... Is time You Be There For Me ...

Jar of hearts

Jar of hearts


I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most
I learned to live half alive And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around If I am anywhere to be found But I have grown too strong To ever fall back in your arms

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are
And it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are?

meaningful song sing by her ...christina perri ...this song totally reminds me everything passed memories .... " WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE ! " ....from now , i would not take easy like stupid person again ... :) " SAY CHEESE " .....i took you far apart ... and take him to me ...

Christina Perri - Jar of Hearts , love it

♥ DDtank Wedding ♥

we walked ....we stay until forever

hahaha ..finally we have enough coins for our wedding ...

YurikoYagami and RainStriker's wedding ..............................
i also shocked today he asked me borrowed 4 coins ...i said " huh?! for what? " then only know he enough coins to hold a wedding at ddtank ....

1st 1st ..our wedding kinda siens nia ...nobody in ...the popularity just less ...
so we don't care just start our ceremony :D ....but when started i realized my moimoi and my buddies was not around in my wedding ...but that time we already started ...so got abit " ke si " la ...after 40 mins i guess ....i saw brenn online and chii0! ...hehe then kidnap them to my wedding and take picha ! .....i the end we missed jusjus , gaka , jay , kois and others A.A buddies to attend ..=.= ...but anyways today such happy day for me....and i really seldom on for blogging ...because i wanna ddtank plus now i working ....hehe ..... : . here's my today some sweet memories picha ! ...
hope u guys enjoy it ! ....

hahah .....get a lot of blessing from them



at moon gaze ! quit romantic place :D

kissing time 18++:P



with our buddies moimoi and brenn brenn :D





thanks who attended our wedding just now ! ...arligatou ! and pity rain now 0 coins ...
hope he faster earn back his coins ! .... :D

[p/s : now i seldom blogging ...maybe each blog per 1 month :D ]

CNY Rocks ! 2011 rabbit year

1st day of CNY :P

bai chai shen

this year is a special year for me ...because is the 1st year i workingand also 1st year my kampung's house changed .... no wood anymore ...haha but looks nice also ...got aircon and others .....looks really like city's house already....when we arrived , ah gong already at front door waiting us....make us touching ...i saw alot of dishes cooked by ah gong ..." kao yuk " ..haha but i don't like fats ! hahahaha.... this year got alot firecrackers and fireworks when that night we " jie cai shen" ....this year was the 1st year i think really different compared previous years ...
‘ 热闹很多’ got 孔明灯 sumore ....really seldom saw it .... i happy and enjoyed every moments...
me and cousins laughing like crazy with uncles .... hahah 1 year once..i cherished that moments a lot....~~~~~~

relatives :P

new house

tanglong rm 210 ...

back frm sg siput

" Shang Choi " ...gv lion eat de :P



Lion dance ! nice pose



ready to dance it !




me and shawn :P ..naughty boy

anyway i so enjoyed my CNY .... although got abit unhappy during CNY.....hehe ..hope this year have a blast year for me !
goodluck for my everything...btw same as YOU <3 that day i heard you fall in sick...i really worry about you ...thanks god finally you already totally recover after you back from hometown.... must take you health ...not only you ... all people must coz weather not good....happy and go lucky ..shawn said " DON'T WORRY ! BE HAPPY " .....you're rite shawn !

ILOVEYOU 2011 .....rabbit ! XD